i'm tired

i am now not in the mood to talk
so don't come asking me about things
and i need time to reflect on my match today
so dont come looking for me for i will be well tomorrow..

today's match was a bit damn sad
cause my partner broke his racket string during warm up in school
and he used our friends racket and didn't get used to it
then got another friend of mine who broke his racket
and have to use another friend's racket
worse thing is that we gone up the wrong bus
and its super paiseh and quite stupic
with the injury of 3 blister that breaks yesterday on my hands
which make me super hard to control my racket and direction of balls
but i won't say that this is the reason why i lost today..

then when we reached there, i was like super excited
cause first time playing with some other JCs in their school
VJC is quite big if compared to MI
and their facilities seems much better
then we had our match after we reached there
also we are quite nervous and this time my partner has problem
controlling the racket and the balls
and i also dont really know how to return the balls properly
end up with 9 - 4..
i tried to prevent my partner from breaking down on the spot
and calm him many times and encouraged him

and MI has finally had a win against VJC
so the final score is 4 - 1..
then we had some fun there and make a nuisance of ourselves
and had great time together
then we decided to leave for home and take MRT with charles
talk talk talk halfway
we ended up talking about relationship
and i know some secret of his now.. wahahaha..
but i'm not going to tell anyone^^ buddies forever!!

on facebook, i see the photos that my friends took for last year
about my previous class.. all the funs that we had is never
to come back again.. all the friends that i know..
some left me for far away places
some retained so i might still see them
and some went other institution..
looking through the photos, tears well up
flowing down my cheeks as i look at them
the fun we had, the joy of knowing them
all is gone, all is history
all that is left is faint memory about them

also there's lesson for tmr and next sat
and 25th which is Zhe hao and Wen Shang wedding
quite sian about it.. wlll try to get there asap..
sorry Zhe Hao and Wen Shang!!
do forgive me for i have lessons..

enough of talking liao.. just need time to chill
and will be alright tomorrow..
talk to you tmr when i get better.....

~weiyang~

Oh Lord is this the way you want to test my faith? i will run to you and hide under your wings..