have to be humbled by God

today was my first A division match in my life
has been super nervous in the morning till the match
and my friends was like telling me to not worry so much
but doesn't work as i was just too nervous..

then when the match starts, i did my best and we are winning with my partner
at 6 - 2.. but we starts to get complacent and the other team spotted our weakness
and we start losing all the way till we had to play tie break
there and then we lose our cool and things are not getting right
then we lost at 7 - 4 for tie break..
i admit i was disappointed with my result
for i was too complacent when we are winning and
didn't give God the due glory and
when i started losing i plead God to not leave me
but how can it be? God looks at the heart..

when i was winning, i felt that i deserve it with my partner
but when i started losing, i pleaded God and ask for help..
and it shows how my life too.. looking for God only when i'm weak
and forgotten about God when he made me strong..

i almost cried there, cause when me and my partner is almost
near to winning, we lost but i tried to keep my tears in me
but now when i look back, i don't deserve to cry
cause i was in the wrong and not doing what i am suppose to do..

but after the match, i saw shuyi with her guys team..
so happy to see my sister there although she might be
cheering for her own school but glad to see my sister in Christ..

therefore lesson learnt today was not to be complacent with my results
but to give God back all th due glory that belongs to Him..

But i do thank God for such lessons that He had taught me
and also for letting the rain come first and the whole match was dry
Thank You Lord.. Blessed be your name.. ^^ hallelujah!!!

~weiyang~