today felt quite lethargic to do anything..
went school today not knowing what to expect..
was like going through the motion during the class,
and i think i failed my econs paper.. haha..
remembered the thing already but applied it wrongly..
so sort of can say i flung the paper.. haha..
but luckily this is just a mock exam.. so not so bad..
but this show how not serious i am in my studies..
gotta buck up!! need to get serious with studies!!!
feeling very disgusted by one of my friends deeds today
cause he saw one of my guy friend who showed me one video
which makes me super angry that i scolded him..
a super obscene clip which makes me super angry..
haiz.. but sadly he is one of the few people i'm trying to reach out to..
and he is one of the few that i might not see in my class next year..
now i'm like dreading to go school..
cause its like knowing who is not going to make it for next year class anymore..
the feeling of losing one friend after another.. its sickening..
last year i lost half of my class, this year already confirm 8 will not make it..
haiz.. feeling super sad and getting all emotional soon..
hate it when this strucks me..
should i just ignore these things and act blur?
maybe it might make me feel less pain..
~weiyang~
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