Realisation

Now when i'm sitting here, thinking through what has happened, i came to the realisation.. that the things i wished for this year, i seems to have forgotten about about someone who care and love for me; GOD.. i wished for a new bag, new shoes, new phone, new tennis racket but GOD doesn't seems to be anywhere near them.. it seems that i forgotten about my Provider, the one who give me my needs and answers my specific prayer.. i seems to have forgotten about God in my life.. is it the reason why things has not been happening the way i hope it will happened? that i forgotten about this person who makes a miracle in my life who changed me? no doubt that i'm always feeling sad for no apparent reason, but is this God's way of bringing me back to Him? my focus has been blurred by the situation around me, when things are happening the way i never thought that it would never occur.. i seems to have place this faith of mine in the wrong place.. this reminded me to look to God for providence and instruction.. its also time to get back my QT with God back.. Satan, by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, leave me!!