Thursday, February 26, 2009

1 day before a good rest

wow.. 4 days has past with all types of feelings that overwhelm me
very long never had i felt so stress in my life
having lost my faith in studying after a super
screwed up GP paper left me in an situation way
beyond the description of words
it left me some emotional setbacks on
how am i suppose to continue my rest of the examination
then God didn't forsake me by sending people to encourage me
such feelings of having God to pick me up from where i fell
those feeling of God carrying me
those feelings of God bringing me through my life
how he lead me through tough times

this shows how weak my faith is
when in tough times, i raised my hands and
ask for God's help
when times are good, i negleced God
what good is it for such a man to exist??
but this has told me something
that no matter what happen from now onwards
i should start studying way before exams
and doing all things for Him
so that i may not lose focus
and that when tough times comes
i would not lose my focus once again

but things are easier said then done
and my QT has drop from doing something to nothing
and this is causing me to sin against God
in many ways; speech,thinking and everything
seems like its a red alert on my situation
in losing my footing on my Rock

haiz.. when life seems so fragile
nothing matters more than to see
people of your Loved ones receive salvation
That'a life.. Dont complain.. Live with it..
~weiyang~

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