what's next?

first time going through BOTC with so much joy
after attending the course..
maybe just because i didn't expect it to be fun
thats why i enjoyed the time i had those people there
somehow it's kind of weird that i'm able to cliche
so well with people whom i do not know nowadays..

oh well, it still good right? knowing new friends (=
and the fun part is that i'm the youngest when
i was with the group.. haha..
kind of weird when all of them at least 3 years my senior..
haha.. there is even a relief teacher for the course as well!!
super cool.. but the thing is now that i'm pretty drained out..
the whole day of activity about teaching students how to be "internet smart"
about protecting them against pornography and how to interact with
the younger boys in BB through the internet..
then followed by learning ways to facilitate
and how to be the effective facilitator..

and this workshop about facilitating is somehow tough
but it has been done with so much interaction with my group
that it's super funny..
and the tough part for this workshop is due to the fact that
we were all doing role play while i am the facilitator
when i had the toughest combination with 2 people constantly argueing,
1 bo chap and 1 keep agreeing to everything and have no stand..
that one was super tiring as those bigger brothers try their best to
make me stressed out by the role play..
and maybe thanks to that, i keep laughing at how we role play
which makes me less worried about my commontest..

but that doesn't mean that i can flung my common test
though i got a gut feeling that i'm still gonna do so..
dang.. better start studying now!! tmr after church service
will have to commit the whole time to studying physic and maths..
monday study econs whole day, tuesday study maths and physics
wednesday take paper, thursday and friday PARTY!!!

and i would like to take this chance to thank my officers in BB
for their love for me
to groom me to the person i am now..
and thank God for bringing me to know so many people
that have helped me through my tough times,
those who have taught me many things that i can't learn elsewhere
for their patience with me when i keep failing them..
nothing beats this
that God still loves me when i'm failing Him..
it has to be only through His Love for you and me
that has brought me to where i am now..

~weiyang~
O God, forgive me for the many sins that i have done
grant me favour by forgiving me of my sins..
i'm sorry Lord if i have done those things that displeases you
O God, be slow in anger but be quick to save me Lord i pray.. Amen