now i'm feeling all worried and tense up..
because i got the feeling that i might not be able to make it
through my promotion exercise..
i'm gonna retain and go through another of year 2 again..
i just can't help it but let tears fall off from my face..
just that i don't do it in front of other people..
the fear creep up to me.. and there is nothing i can do about it..
and what makes me feel worse is that there is so much things to worry
that comes after this..
what would my friends thinks of me?
what would my family would feel if they knows that i didn't do well?
how would i be able to face my friends and people around me?
what would people others think about my family and friends?
worry that is going to kill me as i can't seems to get rid of..
i just feeling like a damn loser..
who knows what i feel like? what should i do?
how should i move on from here?
am i made to study in the first place? this is my question to God..
an overwhelming sadness causing me people around me to feel sad..
maybe i should keep my problems to myself next time..
why burden others with my own problems?
just bottle everything up then no one will get affected..
maybe that could be something i should work towards..
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