hmmm..

wow.. so long since i last post anything here..
many things that happen during my past few weeks..
so many things changed my life.. i just can believe that things happened
and how i going to regret it for the rest of my days..
mourning period has been given.. God's plan is incomprehensible..
what He wants, i cannot do.. what i need, He gave it so willingly..

right now i'm trying to pick myself up from where i am..
i have to stop dwelling in many things that caused me more grief..
i have to get out of the trap of self pity..
but i still need some people in my lfe to help me..
i need some people to help me through..
i really can't do it alone.. i need God and godly people in my life..

God, i pray that you will let me seek my brothers and sisters who cared for me
those whom i can trust to teach me what should i do..
i pray that you will tell them what should i do..
now that i was in this situation.. i shall continue to seek you O Lord..
just let me live to see Your majesty.. Your awesome creation..
i thank You for Your grace that you have shown..

when will i overcome this situation? i really don't know..
and i hope its soon.. cause i'm getting sick and i don't want it to affect my
studies and everything else..
my commitment to God will have to pause quite soon..
cause my promo 2 is coming and i shall do what i did for O levels..
to depend on God and devote myself in His Word..

gotta go now.. would be going for a game of tennis and come home to study..
mugging time!! chiong arh!! haha.. mug mug mug..
then end up like a nerd then jialat..
haha.. cya.. blog.. byee..

~weiyang~